It was rather interesting for me today to go back and read over the journal I kept through college. Most of it was dedicated to my various love interests particularly the one I was most serious with. I also have a letter I wrote in 2001 to my future husband. It was interesting to read over that as well. I have changed and grown in a lot of ways, but my hopes and dreams for my future husband have not changed. I realize I am a bit on the old fashioned side but I think old fashioned values are still important today. One thing that has always struck me hard, is that if I am going to get married one day, my husband is already out there in this world somewhere. I often wonder if he is as impatient for the day we are to meet as I am. I pray a lot for him and that he is becoming the man God has planned for me. I also pray that I am becoming the woman that God wants him to have. I hope that he is praying for me also. I also pray that the time is growing near for God to bring us together. One of the things I wrote in my journal was about how my boyfriend at the time wanted to wait until he was 30 to get married. That just sounded crazy to me and I wanted to be married LONG before I turned 30. Well, I will be 30 this year and am still not married...ironically, he is married with a child. Funny how God likes to take my plans and show me that they are mine and not his. One thing I have learned though is that his plan is usually MUCH better than mine if I just wait on it. I refuse to settle for what I think might be best and wait on what God thinks is best!!! To my future husband, my prayers continue to be with you and the man God is growing you to be!!!
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