Confused...and Frustrated...AGAIN :)

I am still so confused in my life. Almost everything in my life is going really well and that makes me extremely happy. God is so good it blows me away. The potential for even better things feels like it is just at the tip of my fingers. I can't wait to see what the future holds and where He takes me. I know if I rely on Him and follow his guiding, great things will come. But with great things coming, other things have to change. That is the part that is so confusing and frustrating right now. I want so bad to be completely and totally happy...to do that, I have to hurt a great friend. I don't want to and I really wish there was a way around it but I have yet to find that way. I don't want to cause hurt...I can't stand hurting people, but I also don't want to stop my life from moving forward. I just wish I had more answers...I know without a shadow of a doubt that I have to trust God and that his will is going to win out. It's just so hard sometimes. You gotta love when God is teaching you a lesson. :) I kind of feel like this blog entry is pretty vague but I don't feel like the things going on in my mind and in my heart are quite ready to be broadcast, even on a blog no one reads. :) Sorry non-existent readers....maybe later!! :)