Simple Frustrations

I'm annoyed or maybe just hurt by people that don't seem to appreciate nice gestures or showing that you care. I really do enjoy sending random cards and doing random things just to make people smile without asking for thanks or even acknowledgement that I've done it. But, I get irritated with people that act annoyed with I am just showing care or concern. You don't have to be rude to me...especially if I'm the one who has been there for you as often as I can be. I know I shouldn't complain about something small like that when there are greater problems in the world than mine, but I just have to voice it. This seems like the venue to do it on because I don't really know of anyone that even reads this page except maybe Matt a time or two and Matt, if you are reading this, you have always been appreciative and said thanks for the small stuff so this doesn't apply to you. More than anything, my feelings were hurt and I don't think the person that hurt them even cares really. Yes, I do wear my feelings on my shoulders sometimes but that doesn't make it right to not care when my feelings are hurt. Or to be rude to me because I tend to be overly forgiving and forget where I am wronged fairly quickly. You should respect all your friends and not treat any of them like they are dog poo just because maybe they annoy you sometimes. And do you really always know what is going on in the depths of that person's soul when you treat them like you do. Maybe they are hurting over something they aren't willing to share or are embarressed to share because they've been laughed at over the same thing in the past. Sometimes, what may seem minute and small to one person really tears another one up. Appreciate the friends you have because they will be the ones there when you need someone or when there is noone else at all. Anyway, I still don't feel a lot better about the situation but not a lot else I can do at the moment. I did have a nice weekend with my family but it makes me miss them all the more. Anyway, I have to go unpack now.

It's the week that never ends...it goes on and on my friend....

That's how I tend to feel by Wednesday each week. The only thing getting me through this week is the realization that we are off on Monday next week. I am going home and spending some much needed time with family. I get to see my sister's new video of Drake...my soon-to-be nephew. They found out last week that he is a boy and so she has the sonogram video from that. For those of you that do not know, my sister and brother-in-law are expecting my first nephew in February. I am one excited aunt. I've already bought him lots of cute little things and we just found out last week that it is a boy. It is still unbeliveable that I am even going to be an aunt but very exciting all at the same time. Well, I best get back to teaching the heathens that are in my class this year. Have a great day!!

Hmmm....

Okay so I may really have to switch my blog to this one because I can post on it at school. My other one is forbidden by dumb firewalls. Not that I normally have time to post at school or anything. Today the kids are taking a practice TAKS test all day so I have a little more free time on my hands which isn't necessarily a good thing. Having no A/C last night, I didn't sleep more than 2 hours so now I am tired and doing nothing tends to make it worse. I am SOOO ready to go home and have A/C again and SLEEP!!!

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